This is my luckless romance. From Beijing back home, I thought you were that person I wanted to change for her, to rely on and support her. In reality, I don't have a strong personality and temper. Now, I'm still unsure if you have my phone number. But I like your lazy and carefree nature. Even as a partner, I'm a reliable one who can help with problems and difficulties. I believe in myself with near madness, which is because I really have some ability. As long as I'm happy, that's good. If I'm content, that's good too. Your happiness shines like sunlight and brightens those around you. I don't believe in fate. Even if we've missed each other, there can be another chance. Time, only time, can let us slowly get to know and understand a person. Unfortunately, I've wasted precious time. Time, still time, how I wish I had more time to continue getting close to you and recognizing you. Maybe my presence in your life is not a bright color, but it's a warm one. May your life be filled with your brightest smiles. As long as I can be quiet and strong enough to endure many things, I can let go of them quietly. If only I had more time to continue getting close to you and recognizing you.